May I...

[PMS Arkathia]

vent on here.

Please.

[Famous]

if you want

[PMS Arkathia]

Heh. Yeah.

My cat, the only one that was really bonded to me, out of all the animals my family owns. Has been gone for a week.

--- I get to keep two kittens from my other cat's litter.. However, still not the same.

My sister, is a complete moron. She didn't pay her electiric bill, so, now my mother and I have her two oldest kids. Ages 2 and 3. And we may get her 5 month old, if my sister pays her bill.

I love them, don't get me wrong. But, I can only play xbox at night anymore.. I'm going to start trying to do a bit during the day.

Whenever I say something wrong.. My mother plain out yells at me and threatens me.. (With being slapped, not driving my truck.) <-- I'm only 18.

My mother can watch one of her shows on t.v. and not worry about the kids. Why? Because everyone else has to get them. However if I want to watch something, god forbid if I don't watch the kids at the same damn time.

My niece has a temper that shouldn't be on a 3 year old.


My best friend, who is my ex, has a girlfriend. They are both very wonderful people. I do enjoy hanging out with them. But yet, at the same time, look forward to going home because of the kissing and such they do in front of me.

Still trying to get over him.

Sorry, I know this is just plain out bull-crap that people are going to say I'm over reacting too.

Night. <3

I miss the clan.

[Kestral H2O]

oh wow that is quite the bummer, but you got friends here to cheer you up! :3

Just keep on gaming on haha

[Ranyos]

You know what I do when things are looking down for me? I go into the woods behind my house to this dirt clearing, and I find all the sticks, twigs, pine needles, and old newspapers I can and put them into a pile and start a large fire, and then I scream at the fire for about 10 minutes. Then, I get a bucket of water from the nearby lake, put it out, get into my car and leave. So, if you're mad, just do what I do. It will make you feel a lot better, I promise.

[PMS DebbiVee]

My best friend, who is my ex, has a girlfriend. They are both very wonderful people. I do enjoy hanging out with them. But yet, at the same time, look forward to going home because of the kissing and such they do in front of me.

Still trying to get over him.

if he is your best friend you should be able to ask him to not be "SO affectionate" with her in front of you, without him being offended.. its not fair to you..

[PMS Arkathia]

It's fine. I'll get over it.

[x Supa Kid]

Dang. Well, for me when things are going down I listen to music. I always have my iPod with me. And if you don't have that then just write..about anything. Maybe try having nap times for the kids and that's when you play the xbox? You mentioned that everyone else had to swap off on the kids so maybe you can take turns watching both? Sade Silverio on facebook if you ever wanna talk to someone and vent. www.myspace.com/sade652 is my myspace. Good luck with it and I hope things start to clear up.

[DarkPhoenix201]

I dont know many ppl here.. and I dont know you at all, but ive been thru these situations before. It still happens til this day.. and im 26. But like PMS DebbiVee said, if hes your best friend. Then you could talk to him about what bothers you, and not to do those things in front of you, he should understand.
As far as the kids are concerned, I know when ive been left alone with my brother and sisters it was insane. Of course, two of them had horrible attitudes. Were all big now, but id always try to keep them busy. Whether it was doing arts and crafts, or just whatever. Id think up stuff to do, id write a list.
It will take time for you to get over your ex. It took me three years to finally move on after my ex had broke up with me. I am doing alot better now. Better than I expected.
The key is to keep yourself distracted as much as possible so you wont think about it.
I hope this was of some help of some sort. Hope you have a great day!
If youd wanna talk of something im always available on msn. Almost always.

[PMS Arkathia]

Hey guys! Thank you for all your help. I appreciate it.

My msn is Arkathia@Hotmail.com