Hey Everyone!

[CaptainDemon]

To those who have seen how badly I've been sad, I wanted to inform you all that I am no longer sad and have a negative outlook on life. Suffice to say that certain events and realizations have dramatically improved my happiness, peace, and love of life. I just wanted to let everyone know that forcing yourself to be sad is a horrible thing, and to work out those feelings and get all it off your shoulders is great! I literally can not get the smile off my face. To anyone facing hard times, know that there is a light at the end of the dark tunnel, and the euphoria I feel right now is absolutely exhilirating (sp).

I want to thank weary gamer for talking me throughout all this. I'm very grateful that you agreed to listen to my personal feelings about certain things, which helped more than you know.

And to my PMS girl Alena, I'm here to say that I'm 10x more loyal to you and so happy I am, cause you're the greatest girl in the world!!!

In closing, I think I finally made a change in my personality that brought my whole life down, my inability to see past my flaws. I had good self-reflection but I only saw the darker side of myself and even some faults that didn't exist. I will admit that jealousy invaded my head because I thought others had strengths where I had weaknesses. I think I can safetly say that even if that's true, it doesn't matter, because so long as I have my friends, there's nothing wrong with life. In fact, life is freaking awesome because of it