PMS Krays

This may be stupid to some of you and whatnot but recently this has been going on for a couple of years and its crucial at this time right now. Have you ever wanted something so much but are afraid of the outcome even though you know the outcome is good….but you might lose some in the process like friends and whatnot? Kind of going through that right now, and I know what I want, but am really afraid of change I guess….I want “this” so bad that I am willing to give up any and everything I have...

Lol the title of this says a lot....Ahh where do I start!! I have to start doing this a lot more honestly because I sometimes I have a lot to say, and some of it may not be to nice. I stay busy it seems, all the freaking time, I haven't been on the Xbox in several days and that's rare (I say that like I haven't been on in a year)... But really, It just seems that stuff gets in the way of things I like to do, especially getting on the Xbox, or just schoolwork and it sucks. Whats new with me? Besides...

Well this is my first blog, ad I decided to write down some stuff I had on my mind.....

Well today was a pretty sucky day simply because my grandmother died. We had her funeral today at 11 o'clock in the morning. To be honest this is the second funeral I have been to in my life. The first one of course I was like 2, and I remember it like it was yesterday, that was the day my great grandmother died. This day was pretty hard for me due to what I remember from when I was younger....