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So, today I decided that I need to work on my figure again. I used to be very happy with my body. Then I just gave up and let it go. I'm only at 125(according to my really old scale), but at 4ft 11, it looks like a lot more than 125. And I'm just not happy with that at all. So.. I started on myself today. I'm home alone this weekend so I figured when is a better time to start than tonight? While nobody else is home? I can do this. I just need to keep at it, and not quit. I want to be happy with...

So, it's always awesome when your family goes out and doesn't even bother to invite you out. They tell you to stay home with the dogs and then leave. Yeah sure, I'll stay home with the dogs while you guys go out and have fun tonight. I don't get to go out. The closest thing I get to going out is going to town to spend a couple days with one of my friends. Other than that, I'm stuck at home. Nobody bothers to ask me "hey want to go do something today?". Every time I had money, I always...

On May 22, 2011 at 5:41 pm, the deadliest tornado in almost 60 years tore through Joplin, Missouri, killing 160 known people. Those lucky enough to survive lost their homes. Joplin not only lost hundreds of people, but they also lost their Mercy-St. John's hospital. Almost directly across the street from the hospital was Freeman's hospital. Virtually untouched. Photos, videos or even words don't even begin to describe the devastation the city of Joplin endured that night. The tornado left behind...

I've felt weird lately. I feel like I can't trust anyone. Not even the people in my own home. Not even the people I'm closest to. I'm not depressed. I would know if I was. But I can't seem to find any reason not to trust anyone. But I just have this feeling.. that I'm being lied to. Somehow. By someone close to me. I know, I know. I'm probably just overthinking things but.. It's not like me at all to be like this. It's not like me to reject tacos. I love tacos. But tacos were just made for dinner,...

I can go days without talking to you, months without seeing you, but not a day goes by that I don't think about you.

Found that on Facebook earlier. And it's true. I'm constantly thinking about that one person. My first and only best friend. The boy that is always there for me. The boy that I've never quit loving. The boy that always holds that special place in my heart, though I know we will never be. He's the one person I shouldn't think about, but can't help it. I try not to,...