As some of you knew, I moved to New Zealand in January 2012. That was the biggest decision of my life, until now.

I left school this year to pursue and IT college. All was well, up until I was refused a grant for a student loan. This altered everything. I had no idea what I was going to do or where to go from there.

Most kids, I say most but I really mean the kids I grew up with, knew what they wanted to do with their lives from about age 13. For me that never happened....

On May 22, 2011 at 5:41 pm, the deadliest tornado in almost 60 years tore through Joplin, Missouri, killing 160 known people. Those lucky enough to survive lost their homes. Joplin not only lost hundreds of people, but they also lost their Mercy-St. John's hospital. Almost directly across the street from the hospital was Freeman's hospital. Virtually untouched. Photos, videos or even words don't even begin to describe the devastation the city of Joplin endured that night. The tornado left behind...

There's this weird sensation, I'm sure other pet owners get this too, when you realise that your pet completely depends on you. It's weird, not really sure how to take it. For example, I walk my dogs twice a day, and I let them off their leash sometimes. Previously I was apprehensive of this, but I know as soon as they go they'll come back. Why? Because they cannot live without their owner. It's a weird feeling, knowing another creature's life rests solely upon yourself. Myself. But the more I think...

So I have dogs, rottweilers. They aren't the biggest, most brutal looking rottie's in the world but they are good dogs. Well trained and not over fed like 90% of the other rottweilers I see around town. Anyway, every time I walk them someone always talks smack. It's funny, because they are usually in their cars with their doors locked or across the street. Same thing everyday. I mean I'm no tough guy, but anyone can talk crap from across the street. Oh well haters gonna hate.

Not Blogged in a LONG time. Oh well, I shall start again. Today... or maybe tomorrow. Hmm.. or the day after. Anyway Life has been decent for a while, since my last blog. A lot has changed and I've learned a thing or two along the way. Now to go and kill myself at the gym fun fun fun... Exercise, Y U NO FUN?