Heres to the future and goodbye to the past.
Posted 01-07-2010 at 05:40 PM by CrazyLSU
Call me weird, odd, crazy, stupid, etc. I just wanted to get some things that have been bugging me for the past few years off my chest. I am starting to lose track of what’s real in my life. The online me and the real world me are starting to blur together and idk which is the one I AM. I’m totally different in the two places yet lately the nonchalant, don’t give a damn personality I have online has started to blur into my everyday life and boy things have gotten screwed up royally. Lately I have been being rude, mean, and an ass to friends online that have done nothing wrong. I just take my frustrations out on them. I have had a friend from online that I had started to see as more than a friend and yet I totally went off on her for no reason except I was stressed from mistakes I had made. I had team mates that at the time they needed me I just said screw it and quit on them instead of doing what I was supposed to do and do what I had said I would do. I have also had friends that I would have done anything for and because of what someone I didn’t trust in the first place said I just turned my back on them. I hate who I have become these days. Because of who I am lately I have screwed up friendships and relationships in the real world. I am sending my xbox to my parents for the next semester of classes. So yeah sorry I wont be online but hopefully when I get it back in May then I will be like the old gears and graw 2 division know me like. Those were the last times I was truly happy playing and everything was perfect in my life. I am truly sorry to those that I have disappointed, hurt, and lost in the time that I was being an ASS. I am going to try my best to not be that man ever again. I hope when I return that yall will see the difference I am going to be striving to gain. Until then I bid you adeu and wish you luck in whatever you do.
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<3 I hope you find what you're looking for, and it's always important to focus on you sometimes. You have my #. Use it sometime <3Posted 01-07-2010 at 08:05 PM by CeeCee PMS 
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Breaks are important man. Find your center. You'll be back.
Posted 01-11-2010 at 07:38 PM by H2O MrB
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thats a good idea , not to many people realize that .
many of us been there =)
&& many should do the same !!Posted 01-31-2010 at 04:23 PM by PMS PRiNGLeZ
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LSU, we haven't played together so I don't know you, but it took alot of maturity to admit your issue (especially in a public forum)... best of luck to you
Posted 02-04-2011 at 01:55 PM by PMS Cougar
