To game or not to game... IDK where i stand :p
Posted 08-11-2009 at 07:48 PM by CrazyLSU
OK I don’t know if I am doing this right or what but yeah here we go.
I don’t know what has changed lately or well in the past too but the most recent occurrence is right now. I don’t know if this is just me being my weird self or if it is just something that is changing with me. I guess the easiest way to put it is that I just do not see the point in playing much anymore.
Every time I have felt like this in the past I have just quit H2O and tried to move on. It just seems that gaming keeps pulling me back into it in one way or another. Be it a game, friends asking for ideas on how to do something, or me missing the great people I get to play with through PMS/H2O. I am so not making that mistake again in quitting.
The first time it happened I basically did not play anything for about 2-3 months. Then I went and got hooked on COD4. That game alone lasted me a good year before moving on to gears 2. Then it happened again back in April. Took me till June to actually want to get on and play again thanks mainly to Left 4 Dead and the great people that I met in that division 
Now I am back to that point again.
I just don’t even feel like turning on my xbox some days. Heck I literally just got on COD4 and I could not even last a match without just turning off my xbox. I have lost all my competitiveness in any and all games. I used to count the minutes till it was GRAW 2 
practice time and then for matches after. I loved those days and the people that I got to spend them with Ever since then I have not been able to push myself to even think about getting on a small team for some reason unknown to me.
Something just makes me think that in the months leading up to COD MW2 releasing, yall will be very lucky to actually see me online period. No, I am not doing something stupid like selling my xbox… AGAIN! :| Or quitting again I think it is time to take the time and figure out exactly why I am playing these days. I will still be around… so don’t start calling me the invisible man just yet With school coming up this might actually be a good thing.
I don’t know what has changed lately or well in the past too but the most recent occurrence is right now. I don’t know if this is just me being my weird self or if it is just something that is changing with me. I guess the easiest way to put it is that I just do not see the point in playing much anymore.
Every time I have felt like this in the past I have just quit H2O and tried to move on. It just seems that gaming keeps pulling me back into it in one way or another. Be it a game, friends asking for ideas on how to do something, or me missing the great people I get to play with through PMS/H2O. I am so not making that mistake again in quitting.
The first time it happened I basically did not play anything for about 2-3 months. Then I went and got hooked on COD4.
That game alone lasted me a good year before moving on to gears 2. Then it happened again back in April. Took me till June to actually want to get on and play again thanks mainly to Left 4 Dead and the great people that I met in that division Now I am back to that point again.
I just don’t even feel like turning on my xbox some days. Heck I literally just got on COD4 and I could not even last a match without just turning off my xbox. I have lost all my competitiveness in any and all games. I used to count the minutes till it was GRAW 2 practice time and then for matches after. I loved those days and the people that I got to spend them with Ever since then I have not been able to push myself to even think about getting on a small team for some reason unknown to me. Something just makes me think that in the months leading up to COD MW2 releasing, yall will be very lucky to actually see me online period. No, I am not doing something stupid like selling my xbox… AGAIN! :| Or quitting again
I think it is time to take the time and figure out exactly why I am playing these days. I will still be around… so don’t start calling me the invisible man just yet With school coming up this might actually be a good thing.Total Comments 4
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umm...
you play because you enjoy making fun of me
of course everyone has those times when they have a need for a break from gaming (everyone has their own reason as to why - stress, burnout on a game, life responsibilities etc) nothing wrong with that. but you will miss us to much to leave again anytime soon
Posted 08-12-2009 at 07:29 PM by BoogieBaby PMS 
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LOL I am not quitting again!! Not making that mistake again I am enjoying just taking a break from it. Ill probably be back for MW2 so i can make fun of you boogie
Posted 08-17-2009 at 05:46 PM by CrazyLSU
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It is because you will NEVER find a crazy group like the old GRAW people!! **You all know who you are**
Its ok Crazy!! I know what you are saying..xbox isnt the same without the old crew together..Pathetic I know..But I miss them all!!!!Posted 08-22-2009 at 11:47 PM by Lady Hera PMS
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Yeah that crew rocked. Too bad we didnt have another recon to just move to back then. Well hopefully the next one will come out soon and we can have a kick ass reunion tour Maybe get back to the top of the ladder like we were when COD4 came out.
Posted 08-23-2009 at 08:11 AM by CrazyLSU
