x Kaiye
12-19-2006, 05:25 PM
i just found out an hour ago :'(she had a heartattack while haveing lunch with my uncle zach.
i dont no wht to think
i feel so guilty cause i didnt say thankyou or i love you enouph :(
she was my 2cnd mom
my mom was never their for me because..
she had to work and was gone 24/7
i lived with my grandma my whole life
and now she's gone....
im so sick to the stomache right now i just wanna go to sleep and never wake up..
ive lost her forever she was my parent my mom my sister my friend my sholder to cry on.....
i love you so much and im sorry for not saying it that much.
i dont no wht to think
i feel so guilty cause i didnt say thankyou or i love you enouph :(
she was my 2cnd mom
my mom was never their for me because..
she had to work and was gone 24/7
i lived with my grandma my whole life
and now she's gone....
im so sick to the stomache right now i just wanna go to sleep and never wake up..
ive lost her forever she was my parent my mom my sister my friend my sholder to cry on.....
i love you so much and im sorry for not saying it that much.