(Unnamed)

[H2O Cobra]

Lying to myself again,
Saying everything’s alright.
To deny the hurt and pain again,
I refuse to cry at night.

Messages given to me,
Confuse and make me wonder,
If we’re getting better,
To relieve us of this blunder.

Times have changed,
And I think you have too,
Trying to change me better,
Just so I suit you.

I am what I am,
What I have is what I’ve got,
It’s seems you no longer like it,
So now you’ll love me not.

Others have told me,
I am a good person, funny and nice,
I try hard to believe them,
Then I think of your heart of ice.

In my time of need you turned me away,
You were upset and angry with me,
Yet you wouldn’t say,
What I done so bad, so I could see.

All my life I’ve tried to make people happy,
Make them feel better about themselves more clearly,
It was ruined for me when you broke me,
I lost my will to live, nearly.

Look who’s alone now,
It’s not me, it never will be,
Got to ask yourself a question,
Where are you now, can you see?

After I broke, I turned to all I had,
To those I hated, to those that made me mad,
All I had now I had no choice but to follow them and their ways,
Quietly I hate them still, I smile and laugh, but I miss our days.