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[Butty578]

I need help my head is hurting
My eyes are falling
Am I just lazy?
Or just really unwell?

No one knows
And no one can tell
They all think they know me
They haven't got a clue
They all want to fight me
Well come on then
What about you?

They think I've had it easy
They should try to be me
They should try to live what I've lived
See what I've seen
Heard what I've had to hear
Dealt with what I've had to

Above all they should just get off my case
Let me live my life the way I want to
They should let me be free
And who I want to be
Any chance of this happening?
Not unless I do things for myself

BANG!!!!

Now am I free??
Can I be who I want to be??
They can no longer taunt me
Or even hurt me

But no one can Love me
No one can hold me
I haven't made things better
But made things worse
For this is forever
Will anyone know?
Or will anyone even.....Care???

[Butty578]

Why is it that everyone who
Likes me are so far away?
No matter where they be
America, Canada or UK??
They just all seem to be far away

One day I might find miss right?
Hopefully close by
But with distance will do
As long as in the end
I can love and be loved in return

Love brings pain
But love makes me happy
I feel so empty without anyone
Yeah I have friends
But again most are far away

With no family what can I do?
Simple I turn to just a few
Who are there for me no matter,
What I do or how I treat I treat them
No matter If I hurt them or
They hurt me

We are always there for each other
Not because we feel sorry for each one another
But because we're friends
And thats what true friends do
No matter what happens
You can always
Count on your true friends

[Butty578]

This stupid brain
Can't take the strain
The best computers bust

My hearts still strong
So I’ll carry on
Because loving is a must

People feed me
People need me
If only for my humor

I'm taking rests
Because I'm having tests
just incase of that tumor

What is this pain?
I can't take the strain
Why do I have a tear on my cheek?

Life is still worthwhile
I've still got my smile
Life can't really be that bleak

So cheer up little thing
Remember the rain
And the swings in the park

Everyone hid when I was a kid
But I smiled and shone through the Dark
I have a strong right hand
Strengthened by the power of love