My Life

[babyburnwithluv]

I sit and I think and I wonder why?
I have to live instead of die.
My world seems dark, hopeless and cursed
Everyday the cuts get worse

With every ache and pain, I hide
The endless nightmare will not subside
I treasure nothing but a blade
Hoping one day the tears will fade

It takes so much just to smile
When thinking of carving all the while
The hallway down the path of life
Causes nothing but madness and strive

Because everyday just gets longer
I get weaker instead of stronger
I'm sick of pretending the laughter is fake
Do you know how many risks I'm willing to take?
I don't feel satisfied with cuts and gore
Inside I'm empty, I just want more
I always seem to feel the need
To hurt myself, to cut, to bleed

This is my story
This is my life
This is my world
Know you know my life sucks just let go!

[aimskillz]

Quite and astonishing poem about 'cutting'. This is my favorite of all because this problem is a great one in our society. If people only knew there are people out there who do care about them. You are a very awesome poet, keep writing for your poems touch my heart.