PMS DebbiVee
06-01-2010, 03:31 PM
I'm the kind of person that when im upset, nothing makes me feel better like putting pen to paper.. If you want to read anything Ive written PM me and I'll be happy to send you some of my stuff.. most of it is poems written when im upset with a boyfriend or completely enamored with him.. My muse is my emotions, and my words ae fueled by what im feeling.
this is a little rant I wrote last year after a fight with my long time boyfriend, I just want to know what you gals & guys think..
Its so hard to believe how much you can love someone. How you can give them ALL of your self and they can loathe the fact that you made mistakes in the past. Its inconceivable how many tears can come out of one persons eyes for another soul, or the pain we can tolerate in the name of 'love'. Ive heard the saying "you dont know joy til you've felt pain" but how much agony must be endured before love prevails? I have held so much grief, so much anguishing, searing sorrow in my heart. It almost feels like joy is this unattainable sphere of light that is NEVER within my reach. Every time I try to bring this light to me, it disappears in the blink of an eye. Everything I do is to make this temple for love and joy to flourish in. But is like a house of cards. One little tremble, one relaxing breath and its destroyed. As simple as a mood swing, or and irrational thought. Another saying Ive always heard but couldnt wrap my head around is, "you dont know what you have til its gone" or "When you love something let it go" Why do we have to lose everything? You would think if you love something you would hold on to it until your fingernails rip out. Why is love so raw and completely complicated at the same time? Are all people designed to be so co-dependant? Do we really need to share life??
this is a little rant I wrote last year after a fight with my long time boyfriend, I just want to know what you gals & guys think..
Its so hard to believe how much you can love someone. How you can give them ALL of your self and they can loathe the fact that you made mistakes in the past. Its inconceivable how many tears can come out of one persons eyes for another soul, or the pain we can tolerate in the name of 'love'. Ive heard the saying "you dont know joy til you've felt pain" but how much agony must be endured before love prevails? I have held so much grief, so much anguishing, searing sorrow in my heart. It almost feels like joy is this unattainable sphere of light that is NEVER within my reach. Every time I try to bring this light to me, it disappears in the blink of an eye. Everything I do is to make this temple for love and joy to flourish in. But is like a house of cards. One little tremble, one relaxing breath and its destroyed. As simple as a mood swing, or and irrational thought. Another saying Ive always heard but couldnt wrap my head around is, "you dont know what you have til its gone" or "When you love something let it go" Why do we have to lose everything? You would think if you love something you would hold on to it until your fingernails rip out. Why is love so raw and completely complicated at the same time? Are all people designed to be so co-dependant? Do we really need to share life??