The Cure

[l icarus l]

Im laying her in bed with my eyes closed...My mind is racing feeling anxious i clench my fists trying to forget everything. How can one fight a enemy that cannot be seen...always in the back of my head. No matter how strong i am or how hard i try and cannot release these chains from me. Always holding me down i struggle to move forward, feeling alone until she in my arms...seeing her face, feeling her touch...my hands slips free from the chains. taking her in my arms i walk forward slowly being free'd from my chains. No more lonelyness or sadness. I can feel again thanks to her

....im free


jesse -
a.k.a GR33NeyedDEVIL <3

[CaptainDemon]

I'm wondering when reading this, what do you mean? I can understand how one feels with someone in their arms (best feeling in the world in my opinion), but I don't know what you mean by chains, or an enemy that can't be seen.

In my mind loneliness is like sitting in a doctors office. You're sick, alone, cold, and with nothing to do than read old magazines that only talk of the past. Of course, this being a metaphor for dwelling on the past before you can move forward, but at some point you move on, and the doctor either tells you to come back later, or he can cure you. It's all a matter of what particular kind of disease love decides to inflict on you. And then the eventually cure, which is the aformentioned embrace, which allows you to move on.

In other words, I understand what you mean, but I'm voraciously verbose when it comes to explaining feelings :p

[l icarus l]

basicly its about my fear of relationships and how since my last one was so bad im scared to feel again ( i was cheated on) the chains is that feeling coming back and the enemy is the fear of being cheated on again in the back of my head cuz that fear basicly makes trying to love again hard

[CaptainDemon]

oh, well that certainly makes things much clearer.

I can relate, except right now I'm having trouble with finding out whether my "cure" and I are actually going out or if we're just goofing around.

[hot chief DSO]

Isn't that how people get 'jaded'? They get hurt and then they're afraid to get involved again? If that's it, then that's me too!
I dunno, don't mean to start another topic altogether...

[l icarus l]

it was ment to mean how true love can free you from the pain of being hurt