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Buddy H2O
11-10-2007, 12:15 AM
Alright guys I have decided after a few years here that I need to leave. My whole life the past 2-3 years has been really an online life. Nothing in my personal life and thats unhealthy. I have made many many friendships with people and even in a current event, had to end some. I want to apologize to anyone who Ive hurt and I want to apologize to the division I used to lead. I also want to apologize to my PMS girl who lately I haven't been close with.
I cant say if I'll be back or not. I made 2 extremely tough decisions tonight and Im not happy at all about any of them. Its going to be an extremely depressing month or two but I'll make do.
Unfortunately Im not willing to be in contact with anyone online for awhile. Im truly sorry, its just something I have to do to get my life back together.
-Justin
Testament-Doom
11-10-2007, 12:18 AM
nnnooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
We'll miss you :( (even though I'm very new and hardly know you... BUT EVERYONE ELSE WILL D: D: D: )
I understand why you're taking the leave. Hope everything goes well for you man.
H2O PriMeY
11-10-2007, 12:35 AM
Justin, I also am totally with you. I've had my fair share of breaks.... dang, I'm even on one right now still. Take you time, do what YOU want and what YOU think is best. Don't be stupid though, I will miss you man. We will ALL miss you.
dude that sucks this was pretty much our only way of communicating and now i cant say my cousins buddy H2o anymore o well. well good luck with gettin ur life back together im here for u if u need me
Truth H2O
11-10-2007, 12:42 AM
OMG!Buddy seriously if you wanna talk msg me or anything,anytime.This is soooooooooooo RETARDED.Buddy is like the flippin backbone of H2o.....I'm gonna miss you man,it was a pleasure to play with you and be your friend.Bye buddy.....:(
P.s Come back A.S.P
H2o LtDoom
11-10-2007, 12:49 AM
thats gay :(
no tolerance
11-10-2007, 12:50 AM
we all understand, and good luck bro
H2O Littl3man
11-10-2007, 12:56 AM
Good luck bro and i agree with truth you were the backbone anyway any time u wanna chill msg me ill see u later bye good luck with life!!!!!1
We love u buddy.....
H2O DropinBodys
11-10-2007, 01:16 AM
Well I'll Miss you buddy you were the best Forum Punching bag ever...And A nice guy.
ya think of all the things wevve sad to justin and about justin and all he did was smile and laugh it off and a lot of the time he would laugh at it too now we cant ever do it or well at least u guys cant anymore im his cousin and i have both of his phone #'s hee hee = )
EE TW1STED
11-10-2007, 01:36 AM
FTW....you never talk to me bro....keep in touch Justin...if you need anything, just let me know!
Wafer
11-10-2007, 02:00 AM
were losing a good one here,
we'll be waiting till ya come back man,
you go handle ur snit man
kissiepoo
11-10-2007, 02:21 AM
Hey buddy I really didn't get to play with you too much, but just realize that life is about a balance, and unfortunately it takes time to be able to find a balance you will be fine with. Good luck with your search and finding your life in reality! I totally understand how you feel!
Nokarot
11-10-2007, 04:24 AM
I don't know you personally, but I know that a lot of people like you.
Good luck, sir :o.
Uteena PMS
11-10-2007, 07:51 AM
Blah, well this sucks. I was just telling people how much fun it was playing with you guys those few times I had the chance to. But for you I really hope doing this is what you need and that things will be better from now on. I too know what too much time online does to your social life after some time, and have had to sort that out a few times before.
Oh, and I'll miss all the Buddy-topics on the forum.
Well anyway, I hope that when you get things sorted out and things settle, that you will return to H2O. :)
Mirage PMS
11-10-2007, 08:07 AM
Awwwwwssss Justin :( this sucks...I'll miss you I remember meeting you in Halo 2 and then Halo 3 when... I "supposively" Booted you out of my party -Sigh.- Good times... :) Well do what you must and hopefully you'll come back soon <333 Byes Buuudddyyyyy.
PMS Cupcake
11-10-2007, 08:11 AM
aww Justin! We only got to play a few times, but we pretty much knew each other through other people lol. i hope your okay, and decide to come back when things get better. Its always hard to stay away from the clan for a long time. I only lasted a year. It was great meeting you after hearing about you a lot. Everyone in this community seems to love you and I'm sure everyone will miss you!
Kitteh PMS
11-10-2007, 08:54 AM
I am absolutly blindsided, and quite without words - which as you probably know, doesn't happen very often. I know you have always put your heart and soul into everything you've done with and for the clan, and I can say nothing other than if you feel that it is time for you to focus on you, then that is what you need to do. I do truly hope you can find some balance, and a way to come back and be involved in the clan again, but if not, then c'est la vie.
I wish you the absolute best in everything that you tackle as you go forward with your life. It has been a pleasure working with you.
PMS Evil
11-10-2007, 08:55 AM
You've done so much for this clan and the guys and gals within it. Im sure you will always be remembered and praised for it. You held many clans together and thanks to you i didnt leave many times do to stupid things.
This is like loosing a best friend but to a higher degree, this is worse then loosing a boyfriend. Ive become so close to you but, dont apologize for not being close enough with me recently. its ok. i understand completely. 4 more days.. and i wouldve had you as an h2o for a year (just to throw that out there) i really hope everything works out for you justin i really do. whenever your ready to interact with the online community again, please come to me first. I really will miss you Justin. Your going to be irraplaceable. I dont know if you will be back but if you do come back. I'll be here. Im gonna miss you Mr.EatMe-EatMe. I love you Justin! Good Luck with everything ='( (You'll always be my favorite H2o)
Jump Guy H2O
11-10-2007, 09:05 AM
C ya around man sorry about the rocky road we hit there in the end. I just wanted to say thanks for having my back all those times when I was in H2o. I really appreciate it! You really helped me out a lot. Good luck! Hope to see you back on soon!
H2O Eagle
11-10-2007, 09:14 AM
Man Buddy you are awesome I have only known you since the beginning of the summer and you have helped me. Thanks for getting me though H2o and it will be hard without you. Halo 3 is different now lol
Holy crap......I got the message on xbl and was hoping that the whole thing was just some sort of joke...i mean i know its not april, but maybe buddy was getting ahead of himself or something. I guess I too am a bit blindsided here, I know we all face burnout all too fast anymore, but it still saddens me to see one of our most stable leaders suddenly go. I know real life can take a major toll on people, and while this online community has grown to be a family of sorts - I can sympathize with the desire to get back to reality and make sure everything there is running smooth.
I suppose the only real thing left to do is wish you the best of luck with whatever comes your way. And hopefully you'll manage to stay in touch because on-line friends are still friends - and we'll support ya through thick and thin. Good luck man, I hope to hear from ya again :-/
LadyLuck1
11-10-2007, 11:06 AM
You have been a major part of the community for a long time Buddy, and you will be missed. Hopefully this won't be a complete leave from the community for a long time, and you'll be back to talk with us soon. I wish you the best of luck in all you do! And I'm really sad you have to leave :(
<3x
H2O Default
11-10-2007, 11:46 AM
Dude, Ouch.
That's all I have to say...
Sweet Pea
11-10-2007, 12:13 PM
I'm really sorry this had to happen Justin.. I wish you didn't have to make this choice. I'm really sorry. I really hope this wasn't all my fault. Believe it or not, I cried when I got that text message from you.. saying what you said. I wish we could have worked it out in a better way but I guess we're better off not speaking. I really hope we can become friends again soon because I HATE that i'm losing you as a friend.
Theres soo much more I want to say, but i'm posting this on a public forum and this is my only way of speaking to you right now so I would rather not say anything else.
kissiepoo
11-10-2007, 01:09 PM
Awww that saddens my heart sweetpea. I think I am going to cry now! Wow Buddy whatever you do I understand you need to attend to reality but at the same time still keep in touch with those you deem the most closest to you on xbox, one day it might help to still have them there, trust me I know!
Wafer
11-10-2007, 01:13 PM
dam.....im with kissie, that hurt me too and most of us dont know whats going on, well buddy, you were the first one to actually believe that i could have made it as a h2o and you practiced with me way back when, just know that ill miss ya too man, your one person i knew who gave his heart and soul into somehthing that made ya happy, good luck man, we all here lost a good friend
H2O Snake
11-10-2007, 02:12 PM
Wow, just wow. I actually thought this was a joke when Vinx told me :|. But I do have to say even though I have made fun of you in the past and joked around I ultimately respected you. You were one of our great H2O leaders and I can't even recall ever getting a complaint about you which is surprising compared to others. I also think there is no reason to apologize, you did a good job. It is sad to see a long time H2O go, I wish you the best in your future endeavors.
H2O Raiden
11-10-2007, 02:16 PM
Only met you once in a game, but you were super friendly.. have a good one, wherever you go.
PS: Did you ever have the name "Buddy Holly"?
Wafer
11-10-2007, 02:43 PM
here you go buddy, one last drawing for you man, we'll all miss you
http://i224.photobucket.com/albums/dd231/Nagami-sempai/goodbyebuddy.jpg
l F0CUS l
11-10-2007, 03:34 PM
Peace Buddy. Good Luck.
Buddy H2O
11-10-2007, 05:01 PM
I'm really sorry this had to happen Justin.. I wish you didn't have to make this choice. I'm really sorry. I really hope this wasn't all my fault. Believe it or not, I cried when I got that text message from you.. saying what you said. I wish we could have worked it out in a better way but I guess we're better off not speaking. I really hope we can become friends again soon because I HATE that i'm losing you as a friend.
Theres soo much more I want to say, but i'm posting this on a public forum and this is my only way of speaking to you right now so I would rather not say anything else.
None of it is your fault. I know this is kinda late and we are alreayd texting eachother atm but its not your fault for living your life.
To everyone else, I told vinx i alreayd missed it wayy too much and that i would come back. But for now, im on break. I dunno how long it will be. Maybe a week, maybe a month or maybe 2 months. But i will be back soon enough. I love all you cuties (yeah i said it) and I do appreciate the understanding from everyone. Except default. I guess i hurt him terribly lol.
PMS Cupcake
11-10-2007, 05:08 PM
aww yayy Justtinn.
I knew you couldnt stay away for long :)
hahaha ya i still have Buddy H2o for a cousin and not just plain old boring justin
Dizzydude
11-10-2007, 05:40 PM
wtf.
PMS Evil
11-10-2007, 05:56 PM
Thank god.
Im so relieved.
That was really hard excepting the fact of you leaving.
Sooo. we still have our one year in 4 days
Now were both inactive hahah!
I love you too much Justin!
What a noob. :p
who me or buddy?
Punkie
11-10-2007, 06:48 PM
Justin i love u more then anyone ive ever met online not in a sexual way, but as a brother and as a friend. We have been so close and losing you is like losing someone ive known my whole lie. I know so much about you and you about me we have had our fights and we have had our tricks on you that have made me cry....but from laughing so hard. when i read our text i felt like i could cry but i couldnt because through everything i knew i would still think of u highly and even if we diidnt talk youd still be my friend. i can give u a week, or a month however long u need but just dont give up because ur one of a kind and without u life wouldnt ever be the same.
H2O PriMeY
11-10-2007, 06:54 PM
YAY! I can get a 360 now and H3... cause if you were done entirely... I wouldn't have gotten one dude.
Truth H2O
11-10-2007, 07:20 PM
Wow i got all upset for a break,what a nub. >:(
The love has turned into dispise buddy! Ok cuteness¿
Mirage PMS
11-11-2007, 07:48 AM
Rofl.
I new Juhstin would miss us too much ^
Buddy H2O
11-11-2007, 09:32 AM
Justin i love u more then anyone ive ever met online not in a sexual way, but as a brother and as a friend. We have been so close and losing you is like losing someone ive known my whole lie. I know so much about you and you about me we have had our fights and we have had our tricks on you that have made me cry....but from laughing so hard. when i read our text i felt like i could cry but i couldnt because through everything i knew i would still think of u highly and even if we diidnt talk youd still be my friend. i can give u a week, or a month however long u need but just dont give up because ur one of a kind and without u life wouldnt ever be the same.
Yeah Its mutual babe. ;) lol
Well I think both of my decisions I made were too extreme and Id probably be depressed more than anything if I stuck with it. Im almost passing a class and Im having exams next week. I need a clear mind and that wouldnt be possible with the two decisions I made.
----Double Post Merged----
YAY! I can get a 360 now and H3... cause if you were done entirely... I wouldn't have gotten one dude.
Finally. Im excited to have my ***** back.
H2O PriMeY
11-11-2007, 10:13 AM
Finally. Im excited to have my ***** back.
WOW!
Kal-El
11-11-2007, 11:49 AM
Well I think both of my decisions I made were too extreme and Id probably be depressed more than anything if I stuck with it. Im almost passing a class and Im having exams next week. I need a clear mind and that wouldnt be possible with the two decisions I made.
On the other hand, if you're only "almost" passing a class, isn't it a good idea to take a break so you can focus on actually passing all your classes?
Don't take that as me trying to get rid of you though. lol http://img81.imageshack.us/img81/6586/icontwisted24fd7c7zf3.png I just think passing all or at least most of your classes is the most important thing.
I'm glad you aren't leaving permanently. It would be hard to replace a noob of your caliber. :P
PMS Evil
11-11-2007, 12:50 PM
So justin. clear this up for me babe.
What the heck is going on?
:)
Kal-El
11-11-2007, 01:17 PM
So justin. clear this up for me babe.
What the heck is going on?
:)
Not sure even he knows. lol
Buddy H2O
11-11-2007, 04:57 PM
I pretty much dont..
i think i do well hes failing a couple classes so he took a break to clear his mind and get his grades back up
x SexyPink x
11-11-2007, 08:52 PM
you're almost passing a class? Geez despite how much people will miss you, I think you should worry about your grades over whether you will get a killtacular or something in halo 3 lol.
Clov3r
11-11-2007, 10:14 PM
I was failing all classes at midterm and now im only failing one (more so due to GnG than anything)
But then we got more people to help out and I had more time to my studies.
But yeah I would disappear for days on end fearing what Bonny needed me to do (cause I was so stressed about school)
So do whatever you need to clear your head, and get organized.
That always makes it easier to keep the stress levels down to a minimum
:>
H2O Pyro
11-11-2007, 10:20 PM
All that drama the other night at like 1 in the morning! "buddy's gone" "buddy's never coming back" and it just ends up being "oh im just taking a break guys, heehee! oh you silly goose's" (buddy's actual words![maybe, i dont remember to clearly, lol])
WOW BUDDY!!!! DRAMA QUEEN!!!
p.s. I havent said anything to Truth about our secret in which you really wanted me to run & be the new leader of Halo 3 H2O Sigma, you know we wouldnt wanna upset like Mikey Boy now would we! :D
Clov3r
11-11-2007, 10:25 PM
Was there seriously alot of drama? LMAO
Am I the only one who thinks thats a bit funny and over the top? lol
H2O PriMeY
11-11-2007, 10:35 PM
Am I the only one who thinks thats a bit funny and over the top? lol
I concur.
H2O Pyro
11-11-2007, 10:35 PM
OH YEA! LOTS! LMAO!
H2o Kid shed a tear...
H2o Littleman like wet himself...
& dont get me started on Truth H2O!!! hahaha! just kiddn mike! :D
Was there seriously alot of drama? LMAO
Am I the only one who thinks thats a bit funny and over the top? lol
Lol, I'm pretty sure he's just joking...
Buddy H2O
11-11-2007, 10:57 PM
Yeah he is joking. There really wasnt drama, (that i know of) its just people were flippin out and sending me lot of messages. I dunno if that would be classified as drama though lol.
hahahaha lol id say some would call it drama some would call it a disturbence in the peace
H2O DropinBodys
11-13-2007, 05:07 AM
Dammit...... he he he Said he would leave..... yeah im definitly jumping out of recruting now......WTF MAN UR JUST MEAN!!!! lmao but well its good to know you'll still be around kinda..joking joking
fulltimekiller
11-13-2007, 07:11 AM
Say when mi look up ina mi life its plain to see.
That its never gonna be the same.
Take another step on towards my destiny.
But the memories will still remain.
Deep ina mi brain inna mi soul I hold the key.
Said its never gonna be the same.
Throughout life and beyond all eternity.
Yo, we keep burnin up the flame.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GC6bgf0WG9c
Dizzydude
11-14-2007, 06:45 PM
hahahaha lol id say some would call it drama some would call it a disturbence in the peace
Drama? Here? Noooo.
I should've known.